i noticed that , i haven been blogging & linking ppl up nowdays *
damm lazy.=x oops *
well , sorry for ppl which always came tagging & i reply late . xP
sorry .. hmmm

i just cant try to accpect the other ppl , in my heart . he ' was the most important , i dosent know why . my heart seem . loving him & hating him .. you know . really ..i'm in a confused ,
sometime i wonder , if i'm really falling for him or not ? i hate myself alot ...
&& to someone , i'm sorry .. really sorry . you know who you are .
& know what i mean. sorry .hais * i didnt meant to , i too tried to accpect the you ..
but i just cant , i dont know why , my mind was all him .no matter what .. maybe , i fall for him too much , i tried my veryvery best to forget him , but yet . when the time's i forget him ,
i started to care & concern him back like the past time , i dosent know why ..
my mouth say , i hate him , i dont love him anymore .maybe it wasnt right ,
maybe i fall for him , at the first time. & ever since i fall for him , i have given up everythings
friends , family .. whoever , i can give up on them . no matter what , if it mind him *
i can even give up my own life , just for him .. yes , it silly . but my thinking is like this . &
i thoughts of many times , why must life . must be a sufering one , for everyone .. even it is sweet & prettys moments , it wont last .. it wiill go through manymany difficults * && the people got really just to hang on , relantionship . familys , friendship .. they got to think it properly
before they do their decision ...i had been thinking of this .
this whole period , i cant think of any solution too.. i just find that . whole , is suck .. but i got to admit it , cos i'm born here . i cant changed it tooo . maybe life is created by god's .sometimes , i really belive it , but sometimes i would not . i wonder the gods izit really created , or just an saying by everyone ..... i have been wonder wondering alot alots of many things *
future , & the past , i wont why in the past .. i dont treasure ppl , i dont treat ppl well , now regret was too late . but all can be done is done . i cant go back to the past too . & i started to think of future ..maybe ,my future is a pile of shit , or a normal person , or someone that everyone knowns * ... sometimes , small age of ppl .should actually thnk more about their future . all this .quarrels , fights .. i find it silly . yes , no offened . yes , i get angry to all this too . but maybe . when it dosent your matters , just dont bothered about it .. theirs quarrels & fights.in the end . was were to turn up .into what? sorry ? or end up in police station .
sometimes , ppl really do things without thinking , when they are really in a hrash .
i hope i would be older .. & not bothering about all this things ,
but when the age , i'm getting bigger , the more problems .. i got to face , i got to get myself done with all this problems ..*
well , i shouldnt write all this anymore
say about my days bah *